Does It Even Matter To You?

 It does hurt when you miss someone badly and looking very forward to meet up again but end up with nothing. It does really hurt when you loved someone deeply inside but turned out the lover feel nothing on you. Nothing but a mess. It gets really painful when you suck all your pain inside and never try to let it go because you don’t want to ruin your relationship. At the end, you intoxicating yourself and murdered your soul. How can I explain how much does it hurts when you loved someone but didn’t get anything in return. Someone you loved never understand your feelings. Your temptations or even your desire to spend time together. You suffered alone and fake a smile, pretending that you’re fine when you know deep down inside, YOU’RE NOT EVEN BREATHING. To whom it may concern, please stop hurting my heart over and over again.