You Hurt My Heart Endlessly

From the truth that I've seen, my heart isn't there anymore. I am genuinely heartless. I crave all my love for you. I sacrifice everything including my happiness but what do I get in return. A painful heart isn't it. Why do I always care about you. You're a nice guy, but please do change your attitude. Be a good boy and makes your parents proud. Don't have to make me proud, it doesn't matter if you don't wanna have a glance at me. But what is crucially important is to make your parents proud. My dear, everything you need is all you had now. I admit that I am not perfect of anything but I do care about you. If I were gone from this world, I just want you to put this on your mind, I SWEAR TO GOD THAT I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU TILL MY DYING DAY. And there's a reason why acted a fool for you. The reason is YOU. I apologize tremendously of not being a perfect creature for you. But I've given you all my best. If you want me to go, I prefer to die in a tragic way. I'm sorry but I couldn't live without you, Love. I hope you understand and realize how much I love you.