Hurting is Interesting Sometimes

You've got no idea how much pain I suffered alone here. You just blacked out of so many beautiful girls instead of me , an ordinary girl like me. You just don't know how much I cry to sacrifice everything. You just don't know how much I miss our ancient times. You don't give a damn to know on how much I care about us. The reason why I'm staying is that, I don't have the strength to stay away from you. In return, do you ever understand my feelings? You always think about what makes you happy. Do you ever think about my happiness? About the real meaning of true love. Or maybe a meaning of sacrifice. NO, YOU DON'T.