I want to be prettier than ever.I believe it's a vivid perception. Everyone does want that so badly right. So do I. I wish to have a wonderful terrific life minus those tempered and boring schedule of life. I want to be happier just with him and my family. With friends across the world and above the sea. I need something that would just inherit me to light up the fucking idiot darkest side of life. I need people who can possibly understand me the most. People who really cares about me. Some people, like him. Oh My God, how I love you so much, R. Anyway, back to square one, I still remember during my wonderful and amazing childhood memories. With no worries to be packed on my traffic brain-box . All I can do is just singing above the noise and laugh out loud. Mesmerized people with my stunning adorable baby face but yahh for sure not anymore now. I'm ugly okay. Fuck you! haha. I mean who cares. Somehow I just feel that my world is wrong. Complicated yet average. I have almost everything that I want in which some people may not have it. But I am so not reckon it now. I need other things. Other significant things. I know this is foul and so ungrateful side of me, but you know what. Sometimes we, humankind just need a freaking new life or perhaps a new sheet of paper to type on our brand new story of life. Something that would ever not bored people. Fyi, I was eager enough to learn ballet before. And dying to spend some cash on ballet class. But you know what, I am not from a wealthy family and maybe I am not the Kings. But it doesn't matter. What really counts right now is that I have someone that I can count on. And it is you, R.
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