Reminisce

 

I woke up and saw the clock already 11.30 am. goshhhh! what a girl. haha. I dashed to my bathroom and deep into bath tab wondering what I am going to do on this calming Saturday. Finished all this craps, I deep into pictures of him and the memories during childhood. Oh how I miss that great fun. I love you and I miss you. I wonder what will the future brings for us. I don't want to be separated from you,for sure. But I'm afraid I'll be a little bit late coming for you. You have to go first and leave me here. I take it and I'm happy for you. I know this is your future and you'll love it. For sure, I'll be at your back and I'll support you no matter what hell comes around. I wish you magical happiness and please behave yourself darling. My friends drifting away and relationships end up broken. But we often take it back as we both love too much. You'd be gone to other place. Far away from me and I'm so sick right now missing you. I am so damn hell worried about you. I trust you but please behave darling. As long as I live and my breathe wouldn't stop exhaled and inhaled , and for that time too I will love you. My love is forever and remain forever. Its a grave in my heart craved on your name here. Ily.

xoxo

IYLIA