Paralised By Karma

I already missed you badly baby. I hope you're doing fine over there. I don't know what the future brings. Yes, of course. I do love you like hell. And my heart will always beating for you. If you find someone better out there for you, I'm happy for you. Just ignore the craps and myself. I do hope to be with you. I have loads of hope in you. But you know. Karma has been ridiculously wicked to me these days. Friends drifted away. Families pulling me apart. God if I can't have what I want, please makes me want what I have. I have you and memories of us. We're still together but in different aspect. Different view. My dear sweetheart, I am so not to giving up on you. Never be. As long as my breathe out here for you, I will always look over the boundaries and find you. Even in the darkest place, I will follow you into the dark. I am not afraid of anything. Its loosing you is the most terrifying thing for me in this planet. I love you just the way you are. And you're always be my saving grace. You're my titans, my savior , my guardian angel. I love you. And darling, hear this. I MISS YOU DEARLY.

xoxo

IA