On The Birthday

Its 24 March of 2010

Its my big day, the day when I was born to see this enormous world

But today I guess I'm feeling empty

excited but yet nothing special

The one I loved had been gone and I'm waiting for sth that will never change

The karma that had been so cruel to me

I have my friends but I do still need him as much as I need my breath to survive

However, he broke my heart and I am so wrenched right now

Nothing could possibly change the status of my eternal love for him

I deep into his photos and I finally seek the happiness that I wanted to on my birthday

Despite of losing him, I still have the most strong and vital memories of him

and us being together

I still could smell him and yes I'm happy for him if this was the best for him

Just so you know

I am not hating you for what you've had done to me

Its just that I'm heartbroken but my feelings towards you will never fade away

Things could be better or worst

Its all depended on your hands to change it for worst or for better

What really counts right now is for me to relax and be a loner for a moment

Goodbye my lover

xoxo

IYLIA