HEARTBEAT

goshhh, can u feel my heartbeat?? it says I'm in love with you. bosan seh today. i ate a piece o bread at 1130am n till now no food engulfed in my tummy. i called him but he didnt answer me. i looked at the window and opened it. i smell the fresh air but rarely breathless as I'm crawling to learn the word freedom. I was locked at home and being grounded. I can't go out or perhaps hardly to go out. why is this happening to me? I mean, this year I'm already 18 and shouldn't be grounded anymore. I'm big enough to explore my own world. why does my parents didn't undertand me? what should i do? I nearly breakdown due to this exremely heartless punishment. GOD, I want to live my own life. I'm kinda miserable here with lonely mind.